I saw the goodness of the Lord today, only I didn't realize it at first because it wasn't about me. Tonight was our monthly night to feed the homeless downtown at Linn Park. I had been looking forward to it all week, but was beginning to look for excuses not to go as the time got closer. If I weren't expecting to see LaTonya there, I probably would have stayed home.
I met LaTonya in June, my first time going to "homeless," but Shannon and I actually spent time talking with her last month. She has had 3 little girls and is pregnant with her 4th. Her oldest died of a blood disease (or something like that) a year or so ago; she is only in her twenties. Her 2 children are in foster care, and when we talked last month, she was beginning mandatory parenting classes and trying to get her life cleaned up in order to get them back. She didn't seem too excited about all she was being held accountable to do and she DID NOT like the parenting classes. She just didn't seem very motivated.
Tonight, after everyone was finished eating and we had our devotional, LaTonya, Shannon, and I sat down to really talk. We began asking about her children and her court date, when she went over to her belongings and pulled out a bright yellow folder. She brought it back over to where we were sitting, opened it, and began to show/tell us what she had been learning in parenting class. She was SO excited as she talked through things! It was so incredible to see the difference from last month. We then began to talk about some of those things in her life that would have to change before getting her children back. Again, she was very excited to tell us how things are beginning to change, slowly, but there is change.
The first night I went to Linn Park, I walked away almost despairing for these people. Their life situations can seem so hopeless. I wish I could say that I had been praying for LaTonya over the past month but I haven't. However, I am convinced that this is the goodness of the Lord and it spurs me on to really pray for her.
I asked her tonight how we could specifically pray for her, and this is what she wrote down: "for my children to get back with me and to get a place to live with my children." If you think about LaTonya, please pray for her, and pray for Shannon and I to be able to speak words of Truth to her. Please pray also for Jerome who we met tonight. He has a very interesting story but simply asked us to pray for any kind of employment; he isn't being picky.